I’m Glad My Mom Died by Jeannette McCurdy

Summary:

A memoir by Jennette McCurdy about her experience as a child actress and her struggles with addiction, eating disorders, and complicated relationships. Please be sure to read full summary and trigger warnings before reading this book.

My Thoughts:

I listened to the audiobook and it was a little hard not to think of Sam when hearing Jeannette’s voice and even some of her sarcastic remarks.

Jennette remembers the events of her childhood and life with such clarity that it’s remarkable, heartbreaking, and slightly disconcerting all at the same time. 

 This is my first memoir so it’s a little hard to review.  I feel like the focus of the story was the trauma she experienced through the majority for her life. As I got further into the book, I was hoping there was going to be more reflection or thoughtful insight than there was. While Jennette certainly provides an inside look to her life, the reflection and analysis of what she experienced seemed to only be a focus in the last handful of chapters. 

With most of the reflection focused in the last portion of the book, the rest of the book reads a little choppy and chaotic. At times this can highlight the trauma experienced and the stunted growth of a young girl. 

I know Jennette has done a bunch of press for the book where she talks about her recovery but the book doesn’t really talk about it. That coupled with the lack of reflection leaves you wondering just where exactly she is in her journey and her current view of her past and how far she’s come. I understand the notoriety surrounding this book but I was hoping for more of her introspection.

This book was a good read if you’re interested in know what she experienced but otherwise not one I would recommend to every reader. I commend her for speaking out about her experiences and sharing it with the world.